The first and last time I’m ever going to bring this up.

I can’t keep a meal down without throwing it up.

I can’t sleep without having a nightmare.

I can’t smile for more than 3 seconds.

I can’t talk to anyone without losing interest

I can’t tell anyone because they believe this isn’t a serious matter

I’m exhausted.

You can tell a lot about a person by the way they organize their music library.

Something doesn’t feel right.

There is a void in my stomach that I can’t ignore

Something is wrong

It’s like bad news is on the way…..

I’m worried about today

I met a girl.

At work about a month ago (more or less). The moment I saw her I knew she was something special. Time felt like it stopped. Nothing else around me mattered. I zoned everyone out as I watched her walk by, we locked eyes for only a second but it felt like an eternity. It was magical. She turned away and continued on but I couldn’t help but keep looking in awe. I had to talk to her.
I admit at first she was just a beautiful woman that just so happens to work where I do, but I had a feeling in my gut that told me there had to much to her than her striking beauty. Time doesn’t stop for every pretty girl I see, nor do I stop in my tracks for an ordinary woman. I had to speak to this woman.
When I did, my gut was on point, I discovered this was the most perfect girl I have ever met. She is everything I could ever ask for in a woman. She is hilarious, sweet, her sarcasm rivals even mine, she is fun to be around, and she is beautiful.
Its a killer combo.
She makes me weak in the knees, I can barely keep my composure when I’m with her. My heart beats so vigorously it can burst out of my chest at any given time.
All this happened at a strange time in my love life.
I was still recovering from a heartbreak, yet the moment I spoke to her, I forgot everything that had to do with my past heartaches.
The best way to describe it is she cured me of my emotional wounds. She made me forget. I should be treading lightly but its different with her, I am actually comfortable enough to give it another shot. And I am

I had the worst luck with women. The last girl I “dated” left me the day my grandfather passed away (cool huh?)

But this one……I have a very good feeling about her. I’ve never been so sure of something in my life.

Around 8 billion people on this rock yet I get to cross paths with her, being there at the right place, at the right time?

Chance or fate?

Regardless, one thing remains true:

I’m happy.

Today at work

Some piece a shit 20 something year old guy was riding around with his wheelys on and I was gonna tell him he can’t ride around inside the store with those because he could hurt someone or himself

I didn’t even get a word in before he yelled “FUCK OFF, MAN”.

I love my job

I have had trust issues for a good amount of my life and still do to this day. So when I first heard this line it spoke to me, it may not be the official meaning but this is my own personal interpretation.

The less I trust someone, the less important their words mean. They can say whatever they want but in the end it doesn’t matter, their word means nothing to me

There is nothing more important to me than trust and honor.

(Work done by Jonathan Solis @ Black Cherry Studios. Pharr, TX)