I had a dream i lived a very long life, but at this point Long seems like an understatement. I lived for 3 centuries. That’s like 1/3 of The Doctor’s current age (lol) the weird part about it is that i only slept for almost 3 hours.

I understand time has no meaning while you are in a deep sleep, sub conscious and whatnot (Inception stufff) but damn, this felt more odd than the last times they have happened.

As cool as it sounds, living for such a long time, it was quite the opposite.

Family, Friends, Lovers. They all come and go, they die and transcend into the unknown…….all without me, for i stand alone on the godforsaken planet. 

I felt i was destined to be alone or something. I remember i once dreamed of living forever, not because im afraid of dying, but out of curiosity. I have always wondered how life will be after we are all gone. I mean at this rate now, i feel we won’t advance any further. Shit, our iPods are starting to catch up to us.

Back in the 50s they thought by 2000 we would have flying cars and cities in the sky/stars. But nope. 

It always depresses the shit out of me when i watch a Sci-Fi film, or anything about Space in general. Because i know that’s the closest i’ll ever get to it. I won’t be able to travel through space like in Firefly or Star Wars. I’ll be long gone before that even gets off the ground

back on topic, I was Immortal, yet i longed for death. I tried killing myself like 6 time (i think) yet they were all twarted as if i kept being saved, it was like someone was having fun with me.

I saw Cloud Atlas today lol there is no doubt that is what put my dream into motion lol

twas an excellent film, superb cast pulling the same amount of weight, no one slacked, it was so deep, yo.